Right now

Right now I am…

… seriously doubting the idea to talk about weight loss and health goals on this blog. It’s not that I don’t want to share those things, but it’s just not making me eager to write something here. It doesn’t bring me joy (in case you’re wondering: I am doing quite well on those goals).

… remembering how this blog used to be filled with beautiful sunsets, close ups of flowers, knitting, sewing and random thoughts. It wasn’t the kind of blogging that goes viral, but it did bring me joy.

… telling myself that bringing joy is what this blog should be about.

… wondering why I thought things needed to change. Circumstances, comparing to others, identity crisis? I don’t know. But I’m ready to fight my way back.

… feeling a bit tired because I lay awake most of last night thinking about these things.

… deciding that I am going to pick up where I left off such a long time ago. Beautiful sunsets, close ups of flowers, a bit of knitting, occasional sewing and random thoughts… I can do that.

… leaving you with some beautiful sunsets and a rainbow. Because that’s what it’s all about around here, isn’t it?

5 thoughts on “Right now

  1. lovely photos! For me my inspiration wanes in the summer and I don’t feel like doing much and yet I try to force myself to focus on my values and it helps. Also I guess I like to talk a lot and so the blog is my place to talk.

    I enjoy your space and when you blog (and whatever you choose to talk about!)

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