I keep telling myself there is enough time to finish this sweater, but the truth is that I won’t make the deadline at the rate I’m going. Somehow I can’t find the motivation to sit still and knit. I think my mind is a bit too much occupied with this and all the feelings I have connected to it. I try to lean into all that and work through it. I know from experience that ignoring and pushing back does not work that well… Distracting myself with scrolling on my phone doesn’t either of course. But I’m trying…
There has been a bit of knitting progress though, so there’s still hope. I’m about halfway the body. I did measure and it should be the right size this time around. So let’s see if I can find some time away from computer and phone this weekend and make some real progress.
I get like that on some projects but it’s usually ones without a deadline!
That would be better… I have been analyzing myself, I think it has something to do with my daughter knowing I’m knitting a sweater for her son. I worry about meeting expectations…